the person i know

The 1st half year i know him
he is a very supportive person, he do a lot of things and make sure everything is perfect
he cares a lot of people and care about me also, i got caught him glare at me..
just to ensure that i am safe and ensure my work done.
he take a very good care of me

the 2nd half year i know him
he always pick up my call even ever i call him
he make me laugh with all his jokes and always give me a guideline to every problem i faces
he will make me laugh when i was n stress, moody and sad.
he always bring me go out to play when i asked
he bring a lot of joy in my life

the 3rd half year i know him
he bring me a lot of joy at the beginning and a lot of tear at the end
he start to disappoint me in every acts and choice that he do
he start to act serious,egois, and selfish in everything and sometime make me boil
he start to change a lot and it getting worse each day it pass
he start to bring sadness in my life and left me alone to walk all of it

the 4th half year i know him
he start to get missing from my life
he don care about me anymore
he sometime left a message but it won mean anything to me anymore
he really change a lot as what a lot of people telling me
now i don know who he was

letting u go~

i have choose on letting go of u~
by letting u go
i will have a very peace of mind and soul
coz i have been tired of crying
until my tear already dry out
and at that time i know is time to let u go
i know that i the one need to took the 1st step
the 1st step on letting u go
u may not know about this
but i hope u will  realise it
and letting me go too~
we have been holding too long
letting u go~
i will have a better life
even i have miss u everyday

Stop play girl life

What with u?
sometime u treat me hot
sometime u treat me cold..
which one u want...
just choose one
don flip every 5 minutes
choose either one of it
stupid MAN!!!
u are playing with a girl life
u think i stupid enough didn see this
this is all u guys play...
to make girl want more...
u think we girl are a DOG
if u like that
i going to play back like this
changing u become one

be ur self or change?? is ur choice

i love who u are
i like the real u when u are with me
ur attitude, ur smile, ur laugh and ur stupid jokes
i like that~
please don change
just because u have start dating with a perfect gal
don change juz because she say so..
but if that wat u choose
then it will be a goodbye between u and me..
goodbye for all the memories that u give me
i will keep it
even u have forget about it...
thanks for everything

i think we have done

been away for 4 days

i feel very relax, even still miss u 

thinking what are u doing now, 

thinking u must be with ur GF

but i didn feel anything

maybe the relationship between us is already over?

remember u is something that cannot be escape 

where u teach me a lot of things

u show me more about love

u care about me 

u bring a lot of happiness for me

but that all already in the past

i never will feel that again

as u have give to ur GF more

at first i cannot accept this

i cannot accept ur change

but now after times pass

after so many argument that we been through

so many tear, angry, and sadness

that accompany me every night 

i have enough of it..

thank to u... i learn a lot of things...

friendship, love, care, want, let me down, depressed, jealousy,

anger, sadness, let it go, give up and broke up

really thanks u a lot

I hate u but i love u

i hate to remember u everyday
i hate to see ur face
i hate to see ur smile
i hate to see ur post
i hate to see ur comment in my post
i hate the most is that i don have u around me
because ur not mine~
but still i feel in love with u
in love with ur innocent smile
in love with the jokes that u say when ur are with me
in love with the innocent face u show to me when i get mad at u
in love with the care that u gave me
in love with the smell of the perfume u always wear
i still in love with u even though
ur not mine and never be mine~

leave me alone!!!

don treat me so nice if u already have somebody else~
i don wan to build up the relationship between u and me anymore
is enough already...
 i don take a further step that we cannot take...
it will hurt me more than it hurt u~
u making me so confuse even though u already say that we will not be together...
u making me having a really hard time, don u see?
we should stop right here, right now...