for a better life

Giving up doesn't mean u lost everything

Giving up mean that u start a new life

A new life not only to u but also him

A new life where can explore a new adventure

An adventure to look for another happiness 

An adventure that will bring another story

A new story of another new u

A new story to write

i hate myself

i hate myself cannot letting u go

i hate myself for accepting u the first place

i hate myself for letting the change slip from my hand

i hate myself for regretting everything 

i hate myself to look normal in front of u but the true is not

i hate myself for loving u right now

i hate myself

i really hate myself